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4. Now I Get It

Actually, no. No I don’t get it. I’m a planner and a worrier, so the whole “living-in-the-now”? Hard.

My plans are usually long term though. Like the school thing. That was an 8 year plan right there. I have little problem seeing myself in 5 or 10 years, though to be honest it’s hazy, changes a lot, and is a bit romanticized. I have no vision of myself beyond a week or so. I mean, I definitely have stuff in my calendar; yoga, tweetups, an awesome family reunion, etc. What I should see is me hanging out with awesome friends, laughing, having a good time. Let’s make that happen, k? Oh, and beer, with fruit. Sorry Uncle Crappy, my beer does need fruit :-P

Let’s also include hanging out with this guy some more! What a cutie!

I’m not sure how much more self-reflection I’ll be able to handle for a month straight. I might pseudo-cop out and start writing around the NaBloPoMo prompts. Just not today’s, that would be more like an epic novel.

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This NaBloPoMo Thing

I’m participating in the National Blog Posting Month Thing. NaBloPoMo-u-s-e.

I didn’t start the month out with an intro post for two reasons; 1) I had other things I wanted to write about and 2) I’m a wimp. I was half afraid to announce my participation out of fear that it would jinx me. I’m no superstitious though. I say wimp, ’cause it’s nicer than calling myself a quitter. I have this tendency to adopt a hobby, buy all the shit for it, and promptly lose interest. I’m hoping this is noncommittal enough for me that I won’t lose interest as soon as I announce interest.

November is apparently a very ambitious month for me, because I’m also attempting NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month). Come on it’s only 50,000 words and I sort of have an idea for a story. Also I’m only 3 days behind on starting it.

So, between the blog thing, the novel thing, meal planning and cooking, and the rest of life that happens just in general…November is crazy. I am crazy

A lot of my friends are doing it and have offered encouragement. I think maybe I can do this. And that reminds me, if I don’t have your blog listed to the side and you want it there, please let me know. I know I forgot some and I’m sorry.

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