4. Now I Get It
Actually, no. No I don’t get it. I’m a planner and a worrier, so the whole “living-in-the-now”? Hard.
My plans are usually long term though. Like the school thing. That was an 8 year plan right there. I have little problem seeing myself in 5 or 10 years, though to be honest it’s hazy, changes a lot, and is a bit romanticized. I have no vision of myself beyond a week or so. I mean, I definitely have stuff in my calendar; yoga, tweetups, an awesome family reunion, etc. What I should see is me hanging out with awesome friends, laughing, having a good time. Let’s make that happen, k? Oh, and beer, with fruit. Sorry Uncle Crappy, my beer does need fruit
Let’s also include hanging out with this guy some more! What a cutie!
I’m not sure how much more self-reflection I’ll be able to handle for a month straight. I might pseudo-cop out and start writing around the NaBloPoMo prompts. Just not today’s, that would be more like an epic novel.

